Uhuh, ok, so, the score, yes, the score, it's supposed to be something coherent, something for everyone, and so on. So I was casually chatting with B the other day, and he insisted on knowing when the fuck was the last time I had intercourse with somebody, and being that I'm fairly straight, no scratch that, I'm nothing but straight, infact, the whole conception of homosexuality gives me a fucking headache, and diarrhea, I'm not sure how people will interpret this thing, state that I'm homophobic, or something similar, but that's not the case, am I not allowed to fucking feel disgust in some essential issue without being called intolerant or whatever the hell, I mean, the same fucker who was on the barricades to support fucking marriage rights for gay people, and who left the fucking church because their stances behind homosexuality in essence, I do have the belief that the church does something good around here, but that's not the point, their stance was totally unacceptable, because I believe in personal freedom to do whatever the fuck there is you need to do, within sane ethical considerations ofcourse, and well, if I state that I'm disgusted by fucking homosexuality does imply anything else than that I'm disgusted by fucking homosexual sex in essence, likewise I feel odd when two men are kissing, and so on, this is just personal fucking preference, and I'm stating this, because I hate fucking assholes who do judge me on the basis of what I'm feeling inside, having freedom implies also having the freedom to have your own fucking thoughts about things, and well, fuck you, as I said, I'm totally straight, so I'm only into women, so B wanted to know what the fuck was up behind the whole sex thing, and however I try, I can't seem to get him to grok the fucking conception of sex without love being completely inane. What should I do? Well, I don't know, but I'm fairly sure I'm not going to go into the conception behind sexuality with a professional, or an amateur, hmm, that was misogynistic, but it's also realism. If you're after women, you're supposed to spend money on the thing, there is no such concept as free sex, or rather, there is, but it's not free as in beer, only free as in speech, or whatever the latest rhetorics from the FSF camp is these days.

Well, the thing, as I see it, is some jackasses essentially dealing with the conception of what the hell freedom is in the first place, many people have different opinion, and some are just fucking persistent trolls, like this Brett Glass guy who is, or rather was, frequent on the fucking FreeBSD mailing lists and apparently he has stated, I have him in my shitlist to prevent him from violating my fucking inbox, but, he has uttered something completely stupid before, like the fucking point that he couldn't even use fucking GPL (version whatever) software because he develops software, and can't be contaminated, or something else in that path. Well, I don't know why the fuck I came up with that notion in the first place, but it's true, there are trolls, and there are advocates, sometimes I like to think they are analogue in that sense. Well, to interpret the conceptions of freedom is a difficult subject, I guess it must be, but I'm fucking tired of all the bullshit behind the things in essence. Really fucking tired. Oh well.

I guess the points are just catharsic in that sense, I refuse to deal with anything else than the fucking public domain, or then the license the software is under as it stands, and ofcourse, in the professional business I keep everything secret to the point where I'm uhm, protecting even open source code, just for the reasons that I'm paranoid about these issues, and I don't mean paranoid in the conventional sense, but rather, paranoid as in fucking messed up in the head. Nobody can be trusted, and I'm sure as hell never going to send anything to anyone unless somebody who out ranks me in essence goes ahead and tells me to do it. I won't take the implications this person has to push forward, or any other conception thereof, I simply can't stand that kind of shit, so I'm just sitting there, on the fucking code and uhm, well, that is a way to avoid fucking contamination.

Well, I guess the whole conception is behind the issues that we are dealing with here, and that should be a discrete thing in essence. Not something I'll look forward to in essential terms, or that I look down onto, but well, you probably get the point I guess, or then you won't get the point, and you're fucked that way.

Well, the whole score seems to be down to the point in essence, that is to say, the coherent stand behind the issues that we are dealing with here, and that should be something worth, well, something. I'm not sure where the hell the whole conception stems from, but there are some reasons to believe in the issues in the terms that we are looking at here. This is to say, just that, nothing complicated, or overly easy for that matter either, just a discrete reminder about the realities of life in this country. Well, I guess the things that we are working with are discrete in their form and function, but I'm not the one to judge them by the way that we conceive the whole thing. This is the essential thing that I'm looking at, and that I need to push forward in a coherent stance essentially. Well, that might mean just about whatever, but I'm not sure what the score is going to be in essence. Oh well, I guess it'll all sort out just in time for us to catch the essential points behind the issue that we are looking at here. The issue? Well, you know, the things that we are supposed to be pushing forward, or backward, or whatever the hell, I'm not even up to date with the conceptions in the first place, this confession has meant, nothing.

To deal with the concrete issues that we are pushing around here, and that we are probably forced to deal with in essential terms, I'm fairly sure there is somekind of catharsis behind the whole point in essence. I need the fucking catharsis, for my own reasons, not somebody elses reasons, or something equally stupid. The things that I'm pushing forward in this case, they are discrete things, something to build upon, and to deal with, but what the hell? Looking behind the points, I'm fairly sure about the conceptions behind the whole thing in the terms that I'm pushing here. This means exactly nothing in essence, the whole score is blinded by the fact that we can't seem to even come to terms with stuff that is not discrete to begin with.

Mentalese, yes, the language of the brain. The Sapir-Whorf hypothesis, something that Orwell had the magnificent ability to cross paths with in essence, that's just something that is going to be discretely handled in these cases, and that's a lot said in my opinion. I'm not sure about your take on the thing in essential points, but hmm. The S-W hypothesis states basically that the language we use is discrete to the way we think. Chomsky quite didn't agree, as did a lot of other linguistics. There is a magnificent article about this on Wikipedia, if you're interested in it. Well, I believe in the conceptions that there is something called mentalese, or there should be, or what the hell do I know? Orwell's take on the thing was newspeak, an official language of Oceania, where the amount of words didn't exactly increase with time, but was rather decreased. The point was to introduce a language that made it impossible to form thoughts that were against the party, and so on. Well, that's not the point I guess, the point seems to be that I like to think in terms of mentalese, the essential component in thought as it is carried through. No doubt, without the linguistic capabilities of what we see and hear, the whole issue is going to be a whole lot less amicable, and to deal with conceptions might become hard. I don't know, I'm not sure what I think in terms of a language in. I haven't been able to tap in on the fucking point in essence, and that is just the thing that I'm pushing forward in this essential point. Maybe there should be a boundary scan probe attachable to the head, and we could look at what the hell is going on in the brain. Like put a person with the plug in somewhere, and present him or her with an apple, or something else, and then see what the brain has to say about that. Is it a language in the first place? Or is it something else? I'm not sure. I guess we just lack the technology to make that kind of experiment. Meanwhile I like to think that I'm thinking in terms of mentalese.

I wonder where G is masterbating right now. That bastard deals with too complex passwords, and managed to forget about what he had typed. I guess his is where I get a point and can point at him with a finger and say "haha". Oh well.

So, what I'm contemplating is the getting of a Sun Ultra 60, with an attached disk pack to it. That stuff would be really nice to have around, and I would ofcourse add two freaking graphics cards to the thing, to bring me forth something worth looking at in essence. This would allow me to deal with things in a more catharsic way in essence, or then not. I don't know what the fuck I do want in the first place, essentially atleast, the whole thing is a little bit too harsh for my fucking conception in the terms that I'm dealing with them here. Oh well. I guess that's just the thing that we need to focus on, and leave most other things behind.

I guess that's just a thing that I need to take part with, deal with, and handle in a catharsic way essentially. The system as it stands should be fairly powerful in these combinations that we are looking at here, and they should be fairly discrete to the point where I'm actually dealing with the points and the issues behind the whole thing. Nah. I'll just guess the things that I'm looking at are discrete in that sense.

Infact, I think I'll go with the Sun Ultra 2 machine in essence, and run Solaris on the thing, just for the fun of it. This machine should be fairly effective, and with enough memory it should be able to serve quite a lot of things in essence. I need Solaris 9 probably for the machine, or something similar. Solaris 10 doesn't run on UltraSPARC-I processors too well. Or rather, it doesn't run at all. But as it stands, the things that I'm dealing with, they shouldn't be anything harsh. I'll just hook up a couple of monitors to the thing, and then we are set off in the right direction in essence. This is the score that I'm pushing forward, and the things that I kindof wish to see happen behind the whole issue in the terms that I'm pushing. Well, I guess that's just what divine justice is all about. As long as Emacs runs, I'll be a happy camper. Well, the things that I'm supposed to be dealing with, they are rather discrete things in essence, and that should be taken into account, in any way that we infact do push the things that we have forward in a discrete sense.

But I'll leave that up to tomorrow in essence.

Well, there is no more caffeine for me, not in store for today atleast. Who needs that caffeine anyways? It's a scam drug in essence.